Dear Best Friend

Dear best friend,



Where are you? I've been searching for you, looking for you, wanting to find you again. I lost you many times. To situations and circumstances that were in no way a reason to lose a best friend. I dont know but all I have is the memories of us..laughing, having fun,sharing tears, talking to dawn, and just being with each other when everyone else walked away. I dont know where you went-but I'm looking for you again. I am not asking for the same YOU back-I just want my best friend. Someone that I can go to..who will understand me. And I dont want to have to change and be someone I'm not for you..because thats not a best friend at all... I want you to love me and respsect me for who I am and the decisions I'm making in my life. I cant be the same person..and you cant either....



I just want to have you back again.. with me... and know you'll always be there..



Love,

Brittany





This blog is about how I feel right now. I just..dont really feel like I have a best friend in my life anymore.. And it makes me think about the many best friends I had in the past-and how I miss them-how they were there for me..thro that season of life but how its so different now. I try to rekindle the relationship..just to realize its not going to work. I'm different-and so are they. I think maybe this is just a lonely season in my life. I have friends here whom I love to death-who are really good friends..but I havent found a BEST friend.. whom I can fully trust..and be able to do things with..and just run to when I'm down.

I know it will come.

But right now-I just miss the ones I had-and long for the ones in the future.

God knows what He is doing.