BLAH! so last night was so much fun..and hard at the same time. I had fun with my family..water sliding,four wheeling, cook outs.. but.. then I went out and I seen a ton of ppl from my past. I'm just kinda worried. Like I feel so distant from God lately.. and I knowthat life would be so easy to fall back into. And I'm struggling. There is certain ppl I think I could be around..and not fall back into that old lifestyle..but then there are just some, I'm like..no way.. thats what they live and breathe. And. I'm really struggling because I want to have the best summer ever.. but..i'm not sure how to do that..or even with who..what ppl I should go hang out with..and who I shouldnt.
I dont want to fall backwards..
About Me
- britnee32
- I'm me. Brittany Laeen. I am learning to love my life again. Things have not always been easy. There have been times when I have wanted to give up. Throw in the towel. But, the Lord, my faithful Father wouldn't let me do so. He began a healing work in my life and I now see that everything is going to be okay. He is giving me strength..and giving me perspective on my past. It's been a long road, it seems, but the Lord has never left me through it. He was and truly is my rock. I am imperfect. I have many flaws. That's what makes me human. I am not always the best example of a Christian and I'm not always the most Faithful servant but I'm growing. I'm allowing change. I am a passionate, loving, and caring person.. and sometimes that bites me in the butt. I wouldn't change anything for anything though. I love to have fun.. I love to just kick back and enjoy the company of loved ones. I love to be silly and be a child at heart. Thats what I am. There is nothing more important to me than family and friends. I am learning.. I am growing..and I'm changing.. and I'll welcome anyone along in my journey!
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