What A Mess

I dont want to argue. I dont want to fight. I dont want to be involved in this drama. I feel like I'm sitting back in highschool right now. I owned up to my responsibility... I said I was sorry-what more do you want from me? I will not sit back and be harassed and threatened. It's not my style..I'm not going to talk to someone whose just planning on being nasty to me..and wont own up to his faults. Gossip?..hmm. You are the king of gossip so it does not bother me.
But.. *sigh*
God.. I need YOU! I felt like I've been running around in pure chaos today... just trying to run away from it all...no where in particular. But I need to run to You. Lord please make this better..teach me what you want me to learn. I've already learned some..God.. this just reminds me of highschool..these are not the kind of friends I want to have.. LORD.... BRING ME TO A POINT OF ABSOLUTE WISDOM. I dont know what to do... but all I can do... is focus on You. I need to focus on You..and those ones that I do hold dear and I love...
and grant me peace....Lord, I know I did the right thing......