The last couple of days have been hard. And if you have been following my blogs at all, I think you will know I have been struggling. But.. I want a friend. And I'm really confused on why I'm feeling so lonely right now. I have friends. But they are scattered..Nebraska..North Carolina..Florida.. and the ones who are in Springfield..are going to be gone all Summer. I have a couple here.. but we never hang out..theres always something going on.. OR.. an excuse...........and....idk..i'm just wanting and desiring to make the best out of this summer..but i'm not even sure how to go about that. I dont want to be stuck here in Weaubleau all Summer doing nothing..besides working.. and just sitting at home when I'm not. I have ONE friend...who I can do stuff with....but.. I just dont know how much we can find to do by ourselves.And the other thing is.. I do NOT want to compromise who I am and who I am becoming. I want to stay focused on God and not get mixed up in that party life or scene anymore. Most of the people around here-well-thats what they do. Thats how they have fun. I'm just at a state of loss here... I'm tired of sitting back and not having..any fun... but I dont want to compromise my faith.
Lord..please bring me some friends.. that i can just be myself around..and go to..and have a greaaat time with-without the use of alcohol,drugs,ect....
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I think it will honestly be almost impossible to find friends like that in weaubleau. I can't think of one person. Except for maybe junior high kids lol. I would say that you could hang out with my friends matt & savannah but they smoke and drink sometimes. They're pretty cool though. And they're your age.
ReplyDeleteit's the closest one to you! in knob knoster.... 20 miles from sedalia. the only one in MO
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